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## Quick Links
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## To Discuss
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## Other Artifacts
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## Overview
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I don't know if this thing is a part or not. But it kindof is an active simulation of all of my knowledge that's always going on to some degree, especially when everything is operating properly. It kindof mixes all of my information together allowing me to see [patterns](../parts/archivist-pattern-finder.md) and understand the global scope of my reality. When it gets too chaotic, it is often shut down by the [Cleanup Guy](../parts/cleanup-guy.md).
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+I don't know if this guy is just representing the calm that I feel, or is somehow causing it? He / It shows up as a comforting weight on my chest and midsection. Hasn't ever spoken, but responds to being spoken to.
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-This guy presents as a pang of missing or longing in my chest. I can only vaguely picture him, but kinda seems young, and a little muppetish. So far he's only popped up with regard to Erin. He wants to know about her and be around her, find out what's going on with her, etc. Doesn't seem interested in telling her about me.
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+This guy presents as a pang of missing or longing in my chest. I can only vaguely picture him, but kinda seems young, and a little muppetish. So far he's only popped up with regard to Erin. He wants to know about her and be around her, find out what's going on with her, etc. Doesn't seem interested in telling her about me.
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-Never been used. He's just lurking in the corner. If all other chaos reduction measures fail and things get too bad, he's the guy who will step in an end it all.
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+Never been used. He's just lurking in the corner. If all other chaos reduction measures fail and things get too bad, he's the guy who will step in an end it all.
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I think this guy is younger. May be a teenager. Shows up so far curious to explore sexual experiences. Seems to drive fantasization. I'm hesitating to call this guy "Horny Teenager" because:
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-This lamp sits on a desk where my Erin-related odds and ends are. It's apparent purpose is to obstruct my work on that. It seems to have been placed there by someone else.
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+This guys seems to be a nerdy teenage kid. He doesn't speak up much, but when he does it's to alert me that "That's not ok. That's wrong!". Pretty weak protest when it's something I don't really care about. Swift and definitive when it's something important.
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+This guy just seems to be a curmudgeon, sitting in the corner chiming in occasionally when things are going bad that "Nothing matters anyway, you guys". This seems to have the effect of calming down other parts who are too anxious.
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+Not sure about this guy. Popped up once but disappeared before I could talk to him. First appeared as a result of conversing with [Exploratory Teenager](exploratory-teenager.md). During the the conversation, was kindof talking about physical attributes of a person on whom Exploratory Teenager was fixated. Once the conversation started to turn toward personality aspects of this person, this kindof fiery burning sensation flared up in the chest. Once I tried to talk to it though, it backed down and kindof faded away.
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+This is a young, scared kid who alerts me when it doesn't feel safe to go into another room. May alert me to other unsafe situations, too. So far has only presented when I'm in a calm / safe state (like a nap), and I need to move back into the house or the other room where it may be uncomfortable.
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