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           - "She has enough information to decide how she feels. She's putting the onus of her feelings on you" SUPER HELPED. I think I need more grounding phrases like that.

           - Am I allowed to keep my feelings about Erin private? What does that look like

          -- Struggling with reality and perception being scrambled. Not trying to defend the legitimacy or morality of thr relationship, just reality.

          +- Struggling with reality and perception being scrambled. Not trying to defend the legitimacy or morality of the relationship, just reality.

             - goaded a few times into talking about what I like about Erin. Is that reasonable? Do I have to?

             - When I do talk about Erin, I get "You're wrong. You aren't seeing her clearly. She's boring and selfish. Everybody can see that except you. You only think she's interesting because she's pretty."

           - Erin was the first time I had a real sense that life did have some magic in it. Sometimes the spark is real and there are circumstances where it's not just a neverending hellscape of grim realities that you have to toughen yourself against. Sometimes the pretty girl has a soul that can recognize yours and against all odds you found her and a connection formed. What a strange life. How lucky to have found this, even if it is fleeting.

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3	3	- "She has enough information to decide how she feels. She's putting the onus of her feelings on you" SUPER HELPED. I think I need more grounding phrases like that.
4	4	- Am I allowed to keep my feelings about Erin private? What does that look like
5		-- Struggling with reality and perception being scrambled. Not trying to defend the legitimacy or morality of thr relationship, just reality.
	5	+- Struggling with reality and perception being scrambled. Not trying to defend the legitimacy or morality of the relationship, just reality.
6	6	- goaded a few times into talking about what I like about Erin. Is that reasonable? Do I have to?
7	7	- When I do talk about Erin, I get "You're wrong. You aren't seeing her clearly. She's boring and selfish. Everybody can see that except you. You only think she's interesting because she's pretty."
8	8	- Erin was the first time I had a real sense that life did have some magic in it. Sometimes the spark is real and there are circumstances where it's not just a neverending hellscape of grim realities that you have to toughen yourself against. Sometimes the pretty girl has a soul that can recognize yours and against all odds you found her and a connection formed. What a strange life. How lucky to have found this, even if it is fleeting.